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January 23rd, 2012
So, um.... I looked up anorexia online.... I don't think I'm too bad. Yet....
Anyway, it seems like I eat more than most anorexics (like today, I had an almost-average size lunch and two slices of pizza for dinner...) and my BMI is good. Kind of. 19, it said, which, I think for a five foot two, 104-pound girl, is at the tail end of healthy.
Part of me is going, "Good, it didn't say underweight!" but the rest of me is saying, "Why do I still weigh this much?"
I don't want to be this way..... I still haven't told anyone. I know, I know, I should right now before it gets worse, but..... it's hard to do. I haven't even written to Joel yet....
So, um.... I looked up anorexia online.... I don't think I'm too bad. Yet....
Anyway, it seems like I eat more than most anorexics (like today, I had an almost-average size lunch and two slices of pizza for dinner...) and my BMI is good. Kind of. 19, it said, which, I think for a five foot two, 104-pound girl, is at the tail end of healthy.
Part of me is going, "Good, it didn't say underweight!" but the rest of me is saying, "Why do I still weigh this much?"
I don't want to be this way..... I still haven't told anyone. I know, I know, I should right now before it gets worse, but..... it's hard to do. I haven't even written to Joel yet....
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